Waiting that’s what I have been doing lately, waiting patiently, I sent my candidature to some schools and I’m waiting for their respond, and I don’t know why they’re taking so long, but I’ll wait I’m good at it, I try to live every day to the fullest, read, write, go out, last week I went to a concert it was fun but still in the end of the day, you can’t help not thinking about the future not the far one since I don’t care much about it, but the near one the next steep at least not knowing the next steep make you dream right? better than living a life that you already know it’s steeps, that’s why I don’t think about the far future that already my parents/culture had already draw for me.
I kind of regret not prolonging my work contract, I could have worked another month, but it’s ok I was too tired from the two months I worked, waitressing isn’t an easy thing especially when your boss overworks you and the consumers act rudely with you, not all of them but this year I just met a lot of them my bad luck I guess, I wasn't one of those people who judge people from the stereotypes they know about their country but sadly I became, some nationalities are rude or it's just the way they act with people who serve them food I don't know.
Am I the only one who started to hate watching the news, just too much bad news for me to handle, starting from the Syrian refugees to what's happening in Saudi Arabia, in Palestine in Yamane not to mention what's happening in morocco, just too much I just stopped watching them, what's the use of knowing what's happening in the word anyway, I gain nothing from it, it just depresses me, you just feel so small and vulnerable capable of nothing.
I run out of books, I finished reading all the books I bought for summer, and since I’m not planning to buy any soon, I had to think of something to do, sure I can go to the library but since I didn't start school yet I can’t register in yet, well I can but it’ll cost me more, so I didn't have much a choice but the look into my house for books I didn't read before, I found some really interesting ones, all of them are classic and in French which is good since I don’t read much in French, one of them actually was mine it was for high school but that I did never read which is no surprise since school can make any book a boring one, so I’m going to share with you my TBR for this month pray to GOD I’ll stick to it, well I don’t have much choice either, the books are:
Poil de carotte by JULES RENARD
La gloire the mon pere by MARCEL PAGNOL
Il etait une fois un vieux couple heureux by MOHAMMED KHAIR-EDDINE
La parure by GUY DE MAUPASSANT
I’m currently reading Poil de carotte and it’s not bad so far.